Monday, March 31, 2008

In the Beginning...............

were thoughts and imagination................part 2


This is fiction

The first item of clothing I removed was the spike heels. My bare feet felt good in the sand.

He had removed my panties up on the bench. As far as I knew they were lying on the walkway or perhaps behind the juniper tree.

I unbuttoned my dress and let it slide off me. Then I unhooked my bra and dropped it in the sand.

"Leave the scarf," he said.

He took off his jacket and laid it over the rock behind me.

"lean back against the rock and spread your legs open."

I hesitated. Embarrassment already filled me with anxiety. La Jolla Cove was not a secluded, out of the way place. Indeed it was a destination for all sorts of society: from lonely hearts to lovers, from walkers to tri-athletes, The Cove attracted all sorts well into the early hours of the morning. It was now only about 10:30 p.m, and I heard laughter and talking from the park above.

"No one will see you, dear," he said. "Do what I tell you."

He said it with a gentleness in his voice which I had never heard. The tone startled me. I sat down on the edge of the rock and opened my legs. My anxiety levels skyrocketed as I considered whether I would be seen. Yet I wanted him, and I wanted him to see me again.

He gently took the ends of the scarf again, and wrapped them around his left hand. He stepped in closer, bent down slightly, and began to fuck me again with his fingers.

"Tell me when you are about to come."

When I reached that point, I whispered, "now."

He bent lower and whispered in my ear: "you may come now."

And I did.
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After some moments, he pulled my scarf to have me stand up. He told me to get dressed. On our way up the stairs to street level, he told me he had read about a particular method of training horses.

"You have horses, don't you? I read in a magazine that some trainers will keenly anticipate a horse's reaction, then just prior to the reaction, direct the horse to do it. For example, the trainer may anticipate that the horse wants to turn right. If the trainer is well tuned with the horse, he can direct the horse to turn right at just the millisecond prior to the horse taking his own action. The horse becomes convinced the idea belonged to the trainer. Increasingly the horse becomes more obedient. Have you heard of this.?"

"Yes, I said. "It's quite common. It's especially used for horses, who are relatively well behaved and pliable, yet occasionally want to think on their own when at work. The horse isn't being devious. She gets bored and distracted if the work doesn't interest her. It's all psychological. Not harsh or punitive. And it works well, as long as the trainer really does understand the horse he is training."


We got into his car, and drove back to the parking lot at Whole Foods Market. He kissed me lightly, and we said goodnight.

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